im wondering why...
why would people who do not even give a damn show attention to this blog now.
try putting yourself in my shoes.
i'm trying so hard to improve my grades and to anyone, the last thing you want to know is that your efforts are going to be hindered and hampered by any circumstances.
all along, there has been an obvious hint that my physics tutor do not really have good impression of me.
but i didn't let that affect me emotionally.
i continued and pretended as if nothing has happened.
but this time, it isn't as simple as it is.
the impression given to me is that i've been given up and rendered hopeless.
tell me, would anyone want to feel like this?
cetainly not.
some people are just so damn shallow in their views that they neglect the emotional aspects of the problems.

don't tell me that i have been critically insulting anybody.
what respect do you want me to show when no respect was even given to me in the first place?
repect isnt one-sided; it is or it has to be a mutual one.
and when i finally show my enmity, don't try telling me that i'm wrong.
the differences we are talking about here is the differences in ideology.

and finally, i do NOT want to ever emphasise my point again that this is MY blog, MY space and and the bits and pieces of MY life.
i have NEVER EVER propagand my idea in any ways.
you disagree to it? then just don't enter this page at all.
i don't need anyone who doesnt care to visit this page.

as for the rest of the comments, i believe those who cared have already substantiate my views for me already.
a heartfelt gratitude to those who showed care and understanding. (: